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Thu, Nov. 17th, 2005, 04:31 pm

annd by the way, i am a red head now :)







annd that one's^ bryan

Thu, Nov. 17th, 2005, 04:16 pm
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!

and life was FUCKING AMAZING two days ago
+boyfreind
+friends
+family
+money

today:
-fuck going through withdrawls, he shouldent take it out on me
-fuck parents going through my shitt
-fuck overwoking in school
-fuck friends who stab you in the back
-fuck being poor



why cant he just stop doing all that shit?
i'm afraid he'll get caught
i'm afraid he'll change

Thu, Oct. 27th, 2005, 03:52 pm

AHHHHH


stressed.




only found out that i was going to homecomming on sunday when tony asked me♥
wow.y'all.don.even.kno.how.happy.this.boy.makes.me



but i basically have a dress.
that leaves me with:
~Shoes
~Acessories
~Hair
~Makeup


and it's already thursday...shiit son.

no idea how i am going to pull this off, i'd rather not go barefoot and cut up my feet.thanks.

if anyone wants to help me with ideas on how to look amazing, i'd much appreciate this.

Mon, Oct. 3rd, 2005, 10:13 pm

hey all, so i completely NEVER write on here anymore... cause i never have time.. and since i am procrastinating on my homework, i decided to update



firstly:
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=7099734&Mytoken=14971EF9-141F-4277-A20BD912C313AC7B2924463984

go.listen.now
this my freaking cool ass frined who also wonderfuly happens to have just moved in nextdoor to me.. and she wrote/sung/recorded/mixed/pretty much completely created all of those songs...

and i love her ot death, so go listen cause i am HELLA proud....



anyways.. i am sick as balls because i have no vice and sound liek a man... and boys pretty much suck and cause me drama....


haha that's about it..

love you all and my VDT girls i am comming ot see your nutcracker


and mia and kat, i'm comming to see you too.. cause that's how i roLLLL


<3&heartslove.

Sat, Aug. 27th, 2005, 08:27 pm

this boy's not worth crying over


my hearts been fucked up too much by him.

i give up.

Wed, Aug. 10th, 2005, 08:49 pm

something i realized today.





- Money DOES make alot of things easier

-there are some people out there who will hurt whoever they please to put themselves in the place they want to be

-two people i will love, no matter where they are or what they do, forever

Mon, Jul. 4th, 2005, 10:16 am

i fucking hate

selfish, concited people who have no regard for others and blame their choices on innocent people.
My fucking best friend is at blame because one fucking mexican asshole decided that he didnt "want my parents to look at him as that kind of person" when he fucking is. Fuck.

so he calls and lies RIGHT to my mother's face while i was out at mia's house. and he says she believes him. which i hope not if she does, that means she thinks my best friend is the epotime of a pothead.

which he is not.


fuuuck.

last time i take a chance at a friendship. so i'm glad i know the people that'll be a friend, and can get rid of the ones that will hurt.

Wed, Jun. 29th, 2005, 10:47 am

Part Expert Kisser


You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

Part Passionate Kisser


For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble
















bored as fuck...... ungrounded in four days.... someone call!.. we'll chat... lol

Wed, Jun. 22nd, 2005, 09:37 pm
negro vs. V mary

i'm done being a roller coaster of feelings. since summer's comming up and it's "the hardest time to go out with someone" i'm sure as hell not waiting for three months while i know he's going to go off and hook up with those random girls.

plus i dont even know if i want to like him anymore, yes he is hot, yes he is my prince charming when he wants to be. and yes he even "says" he wants to go out. but the sad thing is i dont believe him. i know i need to get over him but i feel like i cant sometimes. someone help me.

 

And with the other one, i thought i was over him, i mean i broke up with this guy, but the past week or two we've been talking again and everything on tuesday that happened it just makes me think that i'll never get over anyone. He says to me he misses me, he tells my best friend he still likes me. i just dont want to make the mistake of going out with someone if it wont work. so i guess i have to wait it out. i'm not doing the summer fling thing again, that's how my school year went.

 

it's negro vs. V mary

Fri, Jun. 17th, 2005, 04:56 pm

i am completely addicted to this boy.


i hate to even think
"i'm in love"

because people get hurt so much by that statement.
and i want to be sure before i start to say that.

he came over today, and he just held me and apologised for everything that he's ever done to hurt me (?)

then we talked again about us                             <♥> when we do this

i still want to go out with him, after all this drama, and five months.......

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